I want to seduce you...
...out into the bright sunshine, out into the light where you see the brilliance of your own reflection; where you understand the significance of your presence here on earth; and where you also accept your insignificance enough that you let go of your mighty plan to save the planet and instead relax into the joyous shape of who you’ve always been, offering the creativity, beauty, and power of this simple you as a gift to this world.
This is what I want to do with you. I want you to see your own brilliance. And at the same time, I want you to see how insignificant you are so that you drop the need to do something BIG in the world. And in this dropping, you come to offer only what is within you, only what your soul is here to share.
This in itself is a great gift. If you do this, just this, your time here will be well served.
Very well served.
Yesterday, I seduced myself...
...out into the sun, into the brilliance of a mind that is open and clear and radiating knowing. The brilliance of mind when it is free from its painful, continual self-harassment and constant haranguing.
Oh, the freedom and pure joy of a mind that is not feeding on itself. Most of the time, we don't even hear the bulk of what the mind that is at 'war' with itself is saying. We just feel a general dis-ease from that cloud of 'arguing against'. But this open, brilliant, sky-mind - so
Most of the time, we don't even hear the bulk of what the mind that is at 'war' with itself is saying. We just feel a general dis-ease from that cloud of 'arguing against'. But this open, brilliant, sky-mind - so expansive, so radiant and peaceful.
As I felt this radiant knowing, I realized how the judgment and criticism of a child's wonderment and ability to see and tell the truth about what she sees causes the mind to turn upon itself and sets up this feeding frenzy of thought, a constant and oh-so-careful 'Self-checking' before anything is said or expressed. But all life really wants to do is flow, unimpeded expression into form.
Flowing radiance. Brilliant Eros.
THIS is Joy - this flow of true self expressed into form.
Yes, there is a Stillpoint. And, yet, our existence is alive and moving and changing, always. Block the flow and the mind begins to cloud up. Or cloud up the mind and the flow becomes blocked. Chicken or egg, it doesn't really matter.
This is suffering. Blocked flow of life. Do we trust the life that wants to move through us enough to open the floodgates like this gorgeous Yucca plant in full bloom? I'm certainly overjoyed that this beauty doesn't care what you or I think about her. She just radiates. And I was the lucky beholder of her beauty. This seeing of her beauty affected me. Her beauty came into me and it changed me. Her cream against the brilliant blue sky showed me something about radiant mind and how the light of mind illuminates and creates.
This radiant mind is whole. And when it is creating from wholeness, the deep self is expressed into the outer world.
What is it you want to bring into the world?
Do you want to write that book because you know there is something within you that must come out?
You need your outer self to write it.
In order to live this deep self into the world, you need the participation of your 'outer self'. The one that takes the action steps required to get what your inner self knows into the outer world.
The self that writes and types and sends that book proposal off to the publisher. Or that out self that decides to self-publish and so must take those steps.
You need your outer self to listen to your inner self, to trust what it hears, to not judge or criticize it as it comes forth. Later the outer self can edit as necessary, but even then it must trust that what wants to come must come and that it is the only vehicle with which it can.
The key here is that the outer self is the aspect of you that can bring forth what's inside. The inner self needs the outer self to express what it knows, feels, senses. The inner self needs the outer self to trust it, to love it, to care.
And so, what becomes clear...
...is that if our truest desire IS to bring forth soul into the world, to express what is within into the outer world, then we must begin to see and understand how we have learned to distrust what lies within us. We must see how the outer self has been taught to trust the outer world's status quo and rules more than the inner world. And we must begin to enter into a true transformation of how we hold our inner world and this inner self. Will we continue to judge, criticize, fear, silence this self that exists within or will we begin to honor what it knows and bring it forth?
Ultimately as this relationship shifts and changes, the line between outer and inner begins to soften and we move toward an integrated self. We move toward this brilliance of mind.
In my work, and in my own life, I’ve found that so many of us fear coming to discover who lives within us – this inner self that we feel and sense, and that keeps calling to us over and over and over. We fear what we will find when we finally turn within and open to this relationship. But this is our work now.
To truly bring forth what you are here to bring forth, you must come to honor, protect, love, and serve what lives within you.